13:09:11
it adds such a rich layer to time, how even though its not linear, and is essentially occupying the same space and empiricisms from one moment to the next, nothing inside of it stops
as if time is defined from the inside out
everything grows, and requires the sense of time to measure that growth, and yet time itself fuels and demands people change and grow
we arent truly all that different than we were ten years ago
but the minor differences in choices and how we’ve responded to situations built all these new pathways and perceptions
that make old selves practically unrecognizable
and underdeveloped
and basically it was a matter of time
more time to think, process, digest, make connections, eliminate errors, decide true wants and end goals
what really happens from the point someone wants to the point when they decide to achieve it
there’s no quantifiable change, merely a decision, but its value and weight is among the most valuable things you can gain in life
that weight is the friction in our time loop
the more structure you give to things, the longer time lasts because it has to encompass that structure in itself
but if it’s all spherical anyway, maybe it just needs to be new connections
complex connections
maybe you can make time last longer if you push toward a singularity
I think singularities happen at the end of every splitting and merging cycle
and there are cycles of every size
like a mayan calendar
but they’re not mirror images of each other
they’re somewhere in the middle of order and chaos
there were two weights that scientists expected to find when they were looking for the higgs boson
one supported super symmetry and one supported multiverse theory/chaos
the weight they found instead was right in the middle of the two